We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Again The Beginner

by Al Rose

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $7 USD  or more

     

  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    Includes unlimited streaming of Again The Beginner via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 5 days
    Purchasable with gift card

      $11 USD or more 

     

1.
I don’t know why I try to fly The sky’s so high I don’t know why I try Sometimes I think I live a lie I try to try to fly the kite It leaves the ground, I tug the string In figure eights it spirals down I shed a bit of skin tonight It’s been a while – the time was right I’m going down the rabbit hole And I won’t be back til morning I did my best to hold the fort The fort’s a mess – the window’s cracked The towels stink down on the floor With greasy bags that bring remorse A morning breeze that brings a kiss There’s got to be a better source Infinity has run its course It called the shots – it ran the board But luck runs out and truth be told Our time is short - The blood’s been bled Step by step and hand in hand You’re still my time when Time stands still In better times I rest my head And sleep the sleep of buttered bread In better times I rest my head And sleep the sleep of buttered bread But lately with my bitter bones I lay my head on cold stone I don’t know why I try to fly The sky’s so high I don’t know why I try
2.
Again the beginner Beginning again Alive at the altar with nothing to spend I spend my life moving beginning to end Again and again The beginner I promised myself I’d never be bitter Again and again and again Still as a snake with the skin of a quitter I shed it like liquid it rolls off my back With the guilt of a sinner I straighten my hat Again the beginner… I sit at the table and bet like a sinner Again and again and again I hold up my cards with the grin of a winner I feel my heart bluffing with a liar’s refrain My chips disappear down the gambler’s drain Again the beginner… I’m holding on tight while the backlash delivers Again and again and again The wind’s picking up and my dreams start to shiver I raise up my voice and I sing through the dark Stepping through shadow I crawl to the spark Again the beginner…
3.
There’s an isolated island on an isolated lake With an isolated undertow that really takes the cake I’m trying to stay alive while I try to stay awake Any fool will tell you that everything’s at stake In the isolated harbor of the isolated lake There stands an ancient theater where the song and dances shake I took a peek behind the curtain and I saw a couple things Every trick just slipped away while I waited in the wings CHORUS Any fool will tell you to always bend the rules Any fool will tell you to always trust a fool In the dead of night when the water’s calm And your head says “stay afloat” Any fool will tell you to always rock the boat I got it on authority - this show is shutting down When curtains fall and lights go dim and no one’s coming round You can drag it out a couple weeks for vanity and pride But any fool will tell you that momentum turns the tide Any fool will tell you to always bend the rules Any fool will tell you to always trust a fool In the dead of night when the water’s calm And your head says “stay afloat“ Any fool will tell you to always rock the boat BRIDGE I’ve been rolling with the punches But the punch just makes me drunk And I am stuck inside a paper bag At the bottom of this trunk And I’m lucky like a leper with my finger on the pulse Of the stillness on the island
4.
Smoking guns are everywhere The doors are open wide Every time I turn around the ghost is picking sides And it seems that every string of lies is now a string of pearls Shooting straight no longer is an option in this world Situations come and go and the stakes are getting high Every innuendo says it’s better if you lie Circumstance will stir the pot Make every straight line curl Shooting straight no longer is an option in this world Loaded dice and crooked looks are pissing on the burning bush The wind don’t make a sound Help me up / Don’t shoot me down Sailing with integrity is going out of style A sinking ship is nothing if you’re swimming in denial On rising tide this ship of fools is circling the swirl Shooting straight no longer is an option in this world You seem like such a shining star Bursting out with pride You can get away with anything if luck is on your side But luck will leave you in a ditch for another lucky girl Shooting straight no longer is an option in this world Loaded dice and crooked looks are pissing…. With steady hand the jeweler turns a germ into a gem Repeats the lie that starts to turn the root into a stem The vine that snakes around the truth And chokes it with a twirl Shooting straight no longer is an option in this world
5.
I float a raft down Tricky River and hang on for life Carried by current away from the fight I feel like a bowling pin at Gutter’s End Humiliation’s little friend Humiliation’s little friend Where love just pretends I’ll be there at the corner where no one knows my name Folded up in my coat is my pride and my shame I’ve been standing in line to see destiny bend Humiliation’s little friend Humiliation’s little friend Where love just pretends I’ve been ringing the mop just to manage my spills Everyone’s down on their knees Just give me a minute to gather my pills And you’ll be sweeping me off of my feet Carry me up just to throw me again Cover me up just to shield me from wind Then kick off the blanket and see how it ends Humiliation’s little friend Humiliation’s little friend Where love just pretends
6.
Friends and folks keep telling me To take it all in stride But the voices tell me otherwise And I ain’t picking sides I’m picking up a signal from the beehive up the street The queen bee hums a prayer For all the honey on the tree Steam rises from a manhole in the blinding winter sun The wind chill factor’s got my coat My baby’s got my gun Wind blows through the old soft shoe Been going toe to toe It’s a quirky little winter storm From rain to sleet to snow You can smile the smile of sorrow Punching holes in the haze If you keep the scent in focus Then the goal won’t seem so hopeless I’ll meet you in our corner of the maze It’s a limited horizon Sort of standard for our time The rhythm stutters patiently like accidental rhyme The parade has left without us Turned the corner like a song The cadence fades like gaslight Steals the moment. Then it’s gone So adios amigos I’ll be reaching for the stars Got my jigsaw jukebox with all its working parts In the aftermath of summer senses, silhouette and girls I’ll be driving cross the desert Toward the sunset of this world You can smile the smile of sorrow Punching holes in the haze If you keep the scent in focus Then the goal won’t seem so hopeless I’ll meet you in our corner of the maze
7.
The sign on the doorpost says “come back again” Come back when you’re weary Come back when you’re stronger The guesthouse is drafty / The walls paper thin Come back when you’re hungry Come back when you’re wronger I made up my mind between stillness and wind I stomped on the dust til the floor boards caved in I’ll gather my papers and ladder and rope to Lift me right out of this hole The sign on the window says “come back around” Come back when you’re broken Come back when you’re holy The toolbox is rusty The workshop shut down Come back to me faster and Leave me more slowly I made up my mind between stillness and wind I stomped on the dust til the floor boards caved in I’ll gather my papers and ladder and rope to Lift me right out of this hole Give me your hand and a ten dollar grin and We’ll start things from scratch by the light of the wind The sign on the fencepost says “don’t make a sound” Come back when it’s futile Come back when you’re empty I’ll grab me a shovel and fill up this town Come back when it’s senseless And things are more tempting We’ll eat us a diet of shortbread and cane And wash it all down with our buckets of rain I’ll gather my papers and ladder and rope to Lift me right out of this hole
8.
Said & Done 04:13
When all is said and done Now that common sense is numb This story will be written in a cave The present and the future are just bastards of the past And the calendar just takes it day to day When the gravy boat delivers all the gravy to the port We celebrate by dancing in the rain We take a bit for us and then put some in a bowl We send it down the line by gravy train But the way this story goes, there are gamblers flashing gold With warmth that turns the water into ice The bakers shine the light, but the cowards cut the pie And those assholes always want another slice The memories stand tall enough Tall enough to reach ‘em We’ll remember every lesson But not enough to teach ‘em So remember every touch And remember every smell And remember every shame And remember fare thee well Your decisive indecision was a ramble through the haze As you brought a nation gasping to its knees With clusterfuck precision you cut another maze Then you locked it up and threw away the keys Your fiction proved you right But the truth is much too bright Like a ribbon that has faded in the sun So you tried to take a turn and the friction made you burn Now you’re flaming like a dumpster on the run The scenario’s best case is we slip into the cracks But things are looking up, boys, by and by We’re looking at blue sky cuz we landed on our backs And the rules say to play it where they lie The memories stand tall enough Tall enough to reach ‘em We’ll remember every lesson But not enough to teach ‘em So remember every touch And remember every smell And remember every shout And remember every bell And remember every name And remember every blame And remember every shame And remember fare thee well
9.
Tokyo Gypsy 03:56
Tokyo gypsy with Idaho luck is sleeping off Tennessee grief He’s taking his time with a lady in love She asked him to feed her and leave The lady in love got a foot in the door And she promised the gypsy no heat He’s got no idea what she has in store so he took a deep breath of relief The lady in love got a bird in the hand But she swears it was two if by sea Tokyo gypsy just strikes up the band Singing “Beg me to leave her in peace” CHORUS : She begged me to leave her in peace She asked me to feed her and leave I got no more favors to roll out the door So I buried my heart in my sleeve The lady in love has been wanting a change As sure as the leaves are all green She feels the gust of the wind picking up She’s confused by the forest of trees The Tokyo gypsy just wants to play ball But the letter he sent went unseen The lady in love didn’t answer his call So he followed his heart down the street CHORUS The Tokyo gypsy got one final chance And he wanted to make things discreet He held up his hat to the heavenly clouds And proceeded to drop to his knees As sure as you’re born you’re gonna lay down and die I heard this from the chief of police The Tokyo gypsy with Idaho luck He’s gonna tear up his ticket and leave
10.
I had another restless night And I’m running out of dreams The minutes hover over And I’m running out of sheep Now the quiet’s got my goat And my thoughts have crossed the line I’m just staring through the dark Mixing alcohol and rhyme CHORUS: Most alarms are false alarms Most regrets have legs Hold me, baby, in your arms Until the siren begs Let me be the lucky key That opens up the lock Let me be the second hand That sweeps away the clock Let me be the ocean tide That raises every boat Let me be the honey pie That sweetens up your throat Darkness blames the shadow’s shade And the shadow blames the wall The wall is all the window has To frame a heart this small When the morning rain leaves town And the sky returns to blue I’m gonna follow you around Like a ring around the room
11.
A week from someday Light a candle Walk across the burning sand Hold me closer than a handle Let your guard down / Take a stand A week from someday Write your story Scratch it out and get it down Paint a picture with no pressure Get dressed up and go to town A week from someday Shed a layer Let me see you in the dark Crack a window / Say a prayer Let the breeze fill up your heart Chorus: Someday came just like a whisper Grazed my cheek just like a kiss I’m weaker now I missed my boat A week from now I won’t resist A week from someday Take a pencil Write a word and cross it out Nothing seems to make much sense, still Nothing makes the loudest sound A week from someday Crunch the numbers You never know what’s coming next Ain’t no sin in getting numb-er Grab a pen and bounce a check A week from someday / Make some noise Lend an ear and hear me out Find a rhythm from your heartbeat Play them drums all over town Chorus A week from someday Grab a compass Think of north when things go south Pick a number or a color Left brain - right brain Sort it out A week from someday Climb a tower Meet me halfway with a sign Promise me a borrowed hour It’s always raining half the time A week from someday Light a candle There’s nothing more to talk about Shut your mouth / Avoid a scandal Dig a trench and wait it out
12.
All of this is yours, baby Every single word Every time I write it down the swollen river burns All of this is yours, baby Every single phrase Every line that takes a turn on every single page From the morning glory whisper To the sunset without words All of this is yours, honey All of this is yours All of this is yours, baby Every single line Every drop in every glass of overflowing wine All of this is yours, baby Every single page Every single silence from a whisper to a rage From the morning glory whisper To the sunset without words All of this is yours, honey All of this is yours All of this is yours, baby Every single prayer When summer falls into your arms and Winter springs me there All of this is yours, baby Every single roar Every scratch and every knock that brought me to your door From the morning glory whisper To the sunset without words All of this is yours, honey All of this is yours
13.
I heard it on the news today A peaceful day at home Scattered clouds above the couch and showers by the phone It’s stable in the kitchen But some garbage must be moved They said you’d make a statement in the early afternoon I heard it on the news today The skirmishes should end The living room stayed neutral from a treaty with the den The pantry was engulfed in flames from riots after lunch I’ll be waiting in the closet for the passing of the grudge The film at ten showed everything In every room And every drink Every flame and every crash Every chip in every glass Come join me at the table Before this friendship ends The truth will stretch like thunderclouds But only til it bends Let’s try to make it through this meal While we try to save some fac Let’s sit together knee to knee Singing dignity and grace When dignity and grace ring out That’s where the light shines in That’s when the window opens And it’s where the darkness ends And when the shadow lifts the veil It’s gone without a trace We’ll sit together knee to knee Singing dignity and grace

about

Al Rose’s eighth album, Again the Beginner, is an urgent set of 13 good and true songs which features perhaps the loveliest melodies, catchiest hooks and nerviest set of lyrics he’s yet composed. It’s a heartening and bracing experience, one man’s attempt to come to terms with modern times and that broken feeling everybody’s got in the pit of their stomach. The stakes couldn’t be higher: this is your life, our time is running short, and every personal crisis seems tied to an accumulating sense of public dread. After all, a lot has happened since Al dropped his last album, 2016’s Spin Spin Dizzy: years of authoritarian encroachment, COVID-19, and unstinting attacks on democracy at home and abroad.

As a craftsman, Al’s honed his songwriting to a fine edge. He’s got a real gift for melody, and each line cuts just the way he wants—whether what he wants is to make you laugh or make you cry. He’s backed up the words with catchy, well-nigh addictive tunes. It’s a kind of protest music: he’s sounding the tocsin against complacency. Singing us sweetly through the dark, reaching for the sky, scattering catchy hooks and joyful choruses behind him as he goes, Al has crafted a cathartic set for our times with Again the Beginner.
It may see us through times even darker than these.

credits

released July 8, 2022

Al Rose: Vocals, acoustic and electric guitar
Steve Hashimoto: Bass
Steve Doyle: Electric guitar, mandolin, dobro
Lance Helgeson: Drums
Maury Smith: Vocals, banjo, bouzouki, electric guitar

Rachel Drew: Vocals
Packy Lundholm : Organ
Heath Chappell: Percussion
Blaise Barton: Keyboard
Strings arranged by Matt Ulery
Victoria Moreira: Violin
Hope DeCelle: Cello

Produced by Al Rose and Blaise Barton
Engineered, mixed and mastered by Blaise Barton at JoyRide Studios, Chicago

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Al Rose Chicago, Illinois

contact / help

Contact Al Rose

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like Al Rose, you may also like: