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My First Posthumous Release

by Al Rose

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1.
I'm tired of insomnia It bores me through my tears Anxiety and nausea just tore right through the years Chorus: I'm going down the Mississippi Just to find my sense of sludge I'm gonna leave you ëtil you miss me I crawled in like an acrobat From underneath a muffled yell I never thought a laundromat could clean me up so well Shrouded up in urgency with one foot in the ground You doubted the emergency but you never let me down Chorus I thought I knew your history of dynamite and stains Through all your reputations Your bombing stayed the same Chorus I'm tired of eternity that makes me count my days Building and attorneyís fees make Romeo a slave I'm as righteous as a doctor And honest as a clown But medicineís the best laughter I won't ever let you down Chorus Hound dog howling by the side of the road You lifted me up so I could carry that load You know I stacked them pallets ëtil the sky was touched I'm going solar, baby You're my obvious crutch You're my right hand sand Where the sea comes in/ Where the opposites land Like a polar magnet/ You can draw me in To the deeper sea/ Where all the big fish live. It's an obsolete message/ I tried to move it cross town But the signals got crossed and now itís buried in sound I canít hear it no more 'cuz there's nothing to hear I got nowhere to go/ I got nothing to wear I got nothing to seek/ I got nothing to say Except I just said ìseekî and now I'm floating away From the crosshair shooter Better get a bottle down I had an obsolete day in my obsolete town.
2.
When I’m dead and gone When I fly off with the geese They’ll find what I was working on where they expected least A photo tinted sepia/ Liner notes in black A page or two reflective quotes that were said behind my back 'I think he was a friend of mine'/ 'His spirit seldom ceased' I charted in a month with my first posthumous release Release Release I’m dead and gone And I’m on the charts where I belong/ Release I heard they had a party and several people showed They gave my wife a metal plaque and served shrimp on a boat I finally got a record deal/ My manager was pleased I heard he was the genius of my posthumous release I’m almost sorry What’s the question? Got your message Death’s expected The label might be dropping me cuz I can’t really tour They question my commitment to career But I’m hotter than a lightening rod cuz I don’t return my calls They may want me for a comeback in a year.
3.
I’m gonna miss me when I’m gone I’m gonna try to look away But I keep on dragging on Like a debt that stays and grays It’s not hard to sing the blues when you’re in a deadly song I’m gonna miss me when I’m gone I just can’t read the words Got no focus on the page They’re like hieroglyphic blurs Filled with hieroglyphic rage It’s so hard to keep this pace when life just trickles on I’m gonna miss me when I’m gone The flower pot exaggerates this dirty little mess I’m an ego-coated doughnut hole With the jawbone of an ass I’m gonna miss me when I’m gone But I just won’t go away You’d think I’d see the signs But I just stay and stay and stay And stay and stay and stay Til the last train blows its horn I’m gonna miss me when I’m gone
4.
Train number one left too soon Train number two is gone Train number three is not an option Train number four is just wrong Train number five is just poison Train number six is too long Train number seven is perfect but I don't know where it is going All the trains are gone I missed them or they’re wrong The tracks are clear / I’m frozen here All the trains are gone Train number 8 is full of rage Train number 9 shows hope Train number 10 has left again Train 11’s too slow Train number 12 has too much baggage and it’s pulling too much weight Train 13 is hopeless, boys / Try back another day All the trains are gone I missed them or they’re wrong The tracks are clear / I’m frozen here All the trains are gone Train 14’s out of steam Train 15’s too hot Train 16’s got extra seats but I couldn’t find a spot Train 17 is in my head but I just can’t find the gate Train 18 is full of life but I found it much too late All the trains are gone I missed them or they’re wrong The tracks are clear / I’m frozen here All the trains are gone
5.
The x-rays were embarrassing I’ve got nothing left to hide There’s a dirt road running down my leg Keeping everything inside I am guilty to the bone like a skeleton in the rain I cannot feel anything That’s the miracle of pain The x-rays were embarrassing I’m just like a broken home It’s a wonder that my food goes down I am brittle to the bone My veins are like the highway Broken shoulders, twisted wrist My fingers have a dozen joints That roll into a fist Every night I breathe a sigh and take the tonic cold Your love is like the speed of light You’ve broken hearts and broken molds You always could see through me Like some super human girl You’re as solid as a sheet You got me covered in this world The x-rays were embarrassing They can see right through my skin It’s golden when the light shines through Like parchment paper-thin I tried to put the wall back up alone without a sound But the x-rays were embarrassing And the wall came tumbling down
6.
I got up this evening/ My head’s in a fog I saw you were leaving like nothing was wrong This light is deceiving/ It groans like a dog My love is in danger/ She lives in a cage With unforeseen silence/ And unforeseen rage You got a face like a magnet/ It keeps pulling me in It’s a fatal attraction/ I’m on needles and pins I mistook you for ransom/ I followed your voice You’re vague and specific/ Like silence and noise I got hook and ladder/ Goes eight stories high Your ninth story window is one story shy Chorus: Luck and circumstance has seen me through I’ve had some shakey moments I got all your letters/ I read ‘em and weep It’s a primitive world when heartbreak’s this sweet Your timing was perfect/ As perfect as greed I’ve been drilling for oil and it’s just out of reach I ain’t got no compass/ I ain’t got no wheel I got me a feather that’s made out of steel I’ll sing you to sleep, baby/ When night comes around I sawed off a shotgun and polished it down Death does not move me/ I’m stubborn as pain I’m stubborn as ashes and loyal as rain
7.
Elbow grease release my dreams Let them go/ Let me breathe Set me free with elbow grease Infectious smile The Antidote and Poison dance Stepping lively locking horns Dressed to cut and stressed to kill Infectious smile Slipping on the forest floor The light comes down like honey shards I shake the mud/ The mud cakes me Infectious smile Chorus: Exhaust fan smoke blows hot and cold Stubborn spots resisting Scratch resistant surface noise I only heard insisting I’ve got a suitcase/ Got a suit I’ve got a case of the lucky blues So why’d you make fun of my shoes Infectious smile Hit me once/ Stupid me Hit me twice and set me free Hit my face a quarter mile Infectious smile Hopeless coins and crumpled bills Razor cuts and safety pins Nothing bends like rubber grins Infectious smile Take my hand and sit awhile Don’t say nothin’/ Shut your mouth Shut your eyes and look around Infectious smile
8.
It's a high alibi It's a high alibi I'm all right For tonight There's a light by my side There's a light by my side But it's hard not to die I look up Only sky I look up Only sky I look down Only sky There's a knife in my side There's a knife in my side I believe I'm alive I believe I'm alive I believe I'm alive But it's hard not to die
9.
Stained just like a jelly roll and stolen like a kiss The panorama doctor says to cut it with a knife The sky’s alive with time to kill The lamps are lying low And I’m finding guilty pleasure in my life Chain the lock and taste the cheese and burrow down tonight The miner 49’er says to light it with a light Common sense and decency say lift it with your knees But I’m finding guilty pleasure in my life Chorus: Oh the sweet magnolia I don’t know how to get you but I know just where you are Bought my soul a Motorola And I sank into my rocking chair until I rolled away I complicated everything by turning up the heat The elemental angel says to treat it like a feast I barely had a chance to put the fork into the road And I’m finding guilty pleasure in my life I’m stuck inside my mobile home with the fenced in blues again I’m dreaming of a river that can bring me to my knees I used to think that everything was stronger than the wind Now I’m finding guilty pleasure in my life Chorus Midnight in the desert with a vodka over ice The central casting camel tells me everyone’s in style You’ll know me when you see me I’m the one that’s dressed in white And I’m finding guilty pleasure in my life The sacrificial animals are lounging in the yard They savor every moment ‘til the sacrifice arrives I take another bite of grass and roll it round my tongue I’m finding guilty pleasure in my life
10.
Mud On Mud 04:21
There was nothing on the line until the sun refused to shine It's been with us all this time Now it decided not to shine 'I'm so tired of your lies. Try this darkness on for size.' Like the siren says you'd better fight the fire Caught my breath and lost my step I came face to face with Mud Says I to Mud, 'I had you pegged. I thought you'd be more black than red' Mud just smiled and turned around. 'Well, I ain't Mud I'm Blood' Bridge: There used to be some bridges, boys Now I smell something burning Iíd like to cross on back again Rocks on rocks/ Dust on dust Days on days/ Mud on mud You rest here in my arms Penciled in for three fifteen I came face to face with Days Says I to Days, 'You seem well worn. You remind me of a thousand tears.' Days licked his thumb and turned the page. 'Well, I ain't Days I'm Years.' As easy as the county line I met my match with Rocks Says I to Rocks, 'You cut me down.' You're sharper than an ax,' I said Rocks shot back, 'Well just relax. 'Cuz I ain't Rocks I'm Glass. You rest here in my arms' Chorus: There was nothing on the line until the sun refused to shine.. Doorbell woke me up at dawn. A delivery from Death Says I to Death, 'Well, have a seat. I thought you'd be more salt than sweet' Death just crossed his leg and yawned. 'I ain't here, I'm gone. You rest here in my arms' Bridge: There used to be some bridges, boys Chorus: There was nothing on the line until the sun refused to shine.. Like the siren says you'd better fight the fire You rest here in my arms
11.
Ruby Shade 04:41
I was born in Colorado but Wyoming is my home All the granite that passed through me made me heavier than stone From Cody to Durango I never had a friend But my horse named Ruby Shade, she tolerates I'm a contradicting hacking cough with a mouth a mile wide My heartís a pumping station and my conscience has no guide My love songs (if you call them that) are dark and full of gloom And the odor from within me will just never leave the room I was sitting at the bar with both shoulders full of chips The stranger to my left was raising whiskey to his lips Our paths might never cross but just in case they do some day Just in case he might deceive me / One less stranger anyway The punishment was swift / I am the jury and the judge I am the nail and the hammer and the bearer of the grudge I could've used my gun on him so obvious and plain I gave my steel blade the call / More agony and pain The knife tip broke the skin, cut a vein and hit a nerve The muscle of his forearm, well, it got what it deserved I didn't see the pearl handle hidden in his boot He staggered back and smiled / He was the judge and jury, too The bullet grazed my blood pump, but I'm luckier than most An angel meant for someone else; she saved me from the ghost If she'd only known the evil that she cradled from the pain Then I'd surely seen my life and blood flow clockwise like a drain Iíve never been a praying man and Iíve never been afraid And Iíve never been as low since I was five feet in the grave Now Iím just counting on some supper and a place to rest my head Things are looking up since I was shot and left for dead Now I'm different like a canyon / I'm not evil Iím just bad I won't kill you just for nothing; now you gotta ask for that Now I'm just holding it together with a duller killing blade Kicking dust and kissing ladies on a horse named Ruby Shade
12.
Hope 05:38
I am standing at the corner by the threshold of the precipice Overlooking all the crossroads with their forks and knives and guns Broken sticks in sunlight pointing me across the mud One hundred miles of sunburn until I came upon a ridge The mountain rose before me/ First the foothills Then I came upon a bridge I'm just another pint of blood/ Iím just another nerve Free to dream of freedom while Iím dreaming of her And Iíll take another noisy plunge into the icy crystal clear My life seems so reality based It's just like Iím really here I carry you within me like a candle so that everything seems lighter But now everything has brought me to my knees The pressure of desire like a relic on my shoulder I'm rolling with the punches while I melt down all the keys I stepped on many stepping stones as I moved from room to room I watched you watching someone watching me watching you I'll meet you at the crossroad where the blessing meets the curse You go my way and Iíll go yours You saved my life/ You threw me rope/ Hard core dreams/ Soft core hope I emptied out my suitcase and my pockets/ I only kept a stone I put it where my heart was after burning it in clove You told me you were hungry for a secret and you finally took a bite You told me I was radiating ghosts and hollow light I take another bite of glass and roll it round my tongue I've got something to deliver and something to return I'll carry what is pointless and turn over what is curved I'll give you all the rain and only drink what I deserve I'm talking in italics/ Iím a fragment I'm pulsing like a verb I'm shaking like a lantern in the middle of a lake The footprints in the ice are letting down their guard I'm waving like a flag in the middle of the race I'm counting on your fortress/ Iím counting on your love I'm counting on your wings to fly me above I'm counting on your medicine/ Iím counting on your cure Iím counting on your love to be shameless and pure You saved my life/ You threw me rope/ Hard core dreams/ Soft core hope
13.
Half A Waltz 04:18
Never look a racehorse in the mouth Always take the time to round the bend Try and place a bet Spark and hope it catches Kiss me like the world’s gonna end I’m counting every moment since I saw you I’m counting every person that’s not you Counting every season Every rhyme and reason I’m counting on your pull to get me through Chorus: Blue as a whisper Green as a meadow Red as a pepper Black as the night Touch like a whisper Breath like a meadow Sweet like a pepper I love you, Goodnight Hold me when we’re swimming in the chocolate Wipe my eyes when summer makes me drunk Drive me to the border Smuggle me ‘til tender Find a way to get me out of town One fine day I’ll take you cross the ocean One fine day we’ll stay just where we are Dancing on a match head Waltzing in our sleep Just a couple of fireflies in the stars

about

The still-living and ever-clever Chicago songsmith Al Rose delivers his fifth disc, My First Posthumous Release, his most consistent and satisfying album ever. From the heartfelt to the humorous, he tells his tales against a deep sonic Americana backdrop that’s full of musical invention and lyrical wonderment.

“With a mixture of irreverence and soul, this veteran singer-songwriter just gets better, funnier and more plaintively incisive with each release. His latest, 'My First Posthumous Release', mixes blues, country and rock influences with off-hand ease, while crafting indelible imagery. How, after all, can anyone resist a song that begins, ‘The X-rays were embarrassing’?"
— Greg Kot, Chicago Tribune, September 2008

“A tongue in cheek folk rock classic. Offbeat, funny and utterly compelling, it’s a superb introduction to a fiercely individual singer-songwriter."
— Rock N' Reel Magazine, UK

“Sans doute, ne le connaissiez-vous pas et voila que le titre de l’album vous fait croire qu’il est deja mort. Eh bien non, rassurez-vous, ce citoyen de Chicago ne fait que reprendre la bonne vieille blague de Townes Van Zandt avec son The Late Great Townes Van Zandt (1972). Accompagne par son groupe The Transcendos et un certain nombre d’autres musicians venant d’horizons varies, tells le tromboniste d’avant-garde Jeb Bishop ey le violiniste de swing gitan Steve Gibons, Al Rose propose un certain nombre de surprises dans ce qui pourrait n’etre qu’un album Americana de plus. C’est ainsi que Going Down The Mississippi, la premiere chanson, commence en country vintage se poursuit en country-rock et voit arriver un trombone au bout de 3 minutes. Dans la magnifique chanson I’m Gonna Miss Me When I’m Gone, on entend un tuba, un trombone et une scie musicale. Quant a Haiku Blues, c’est du tres bon hillbilly pur et dur, sauf que, une minute avant la fin, intervient le vibraphone de Mark Greenberg. Avec ce 5eme album, Al Rose affirme ses qualities en montrant que la musique qualifiee par le terme fourre-tout d’ “Americana” est capable de sotir d’une routine parfois pesante.”
—Cri Du Coyote, January 2009

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released May 31, 2008

The recording was made by Al Rose (vocals, guitar) with his band,
The Transcendos (guitarist Steve Doyle, bassist Steve Hashimoto, drummer Sarah Allen, harmony vocalist Laura Blye, pianist and organist Carter Luke, and guitarist Maury Smith ) along with a number of friends helping out. Contributing their genius were violinist Steve Gibons, cellist Alison Chesley (from Verbow, Jason & Alison, and Helen Money), mandolinist Don Stiernberg, pedal steel player Brian Wilke, drummer Heath Chappell, trombonist Jeb Bishop, vibist and former Coctail Mark Greenberg, tuba player Rob Pleshar, percussionist Carlos Cornier, tap dancer Mark Yonally, and on the saw, Sarah Holtschlag.
Produced by Al Rose & Blaise Barton

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